Friends Forever

Do u know the most dangerous relationship ever is called friendship? From ur point of view, what is the meaning of friendship? Is it the one when a person stand next to u whenever u are in trouble? Is it the one when a person cry with u when ur sad? Or is it the one who told u how ugly u look in tat dress? Or the one who told u tat u are pretty and smart? Or maybe the one who tells u tat u are the worst person ever? Or maybe, a person who bitch about u all the time? So wat is the meaning of friendship to u?

To get a perfect friend is impossible as getting a perfect man. U need to think tat sumbody is perfect tho they're not all tat u wish for. U might be fond of a person but at the same time, there must be sum things about him or her tat u hate. Maybe she talks to much, maybe she's popular than u are, maybe she's prettier, maybe she's good in things tat ur not. But the good news is ur still fwens coz at the end, these things are just a dot in ur life to make u hate the person. But finding a way to think tat its only a dot is difficult.

I wonder if there really is a perfect person in the world. Come to think of it, nahh.. its impossible. Maybe we shud just learn how to forgive and forget. So tat we cud live happily ever after. But.. Is there such thing as happily ever after?

a lil messed up..

its probably the most depressing holiday ever..but i dun blame anyone but myself..ive discovered that im not well, n im depressed, my family is not on a holiday, my bf is always gonna b bz, n my friends have amazing lives even without me..boohoo!~ my confidence level has gone below low..so i dun go out..like at all..seriously..i joined a female-only gym..but i cant even gather the strength to go..yes, im sad..pathetic actually..but i dunno..mayb ive accepted the fact that my life is never gonna be the same..i have a happy family, but everyone is chasing their own paths..i have a great bf but i seem to chase him away every chance i get..i have wonderful friends but i cant even gather the strength to be around them coz im afraid id spread my sadness..blurgh..ok, NOW im pathetic..mayb im sad..certain people have said certain things, certain people have done certain things..n ive put it aside for so long, due to exams, or work, or wtv..n now, its all hitting me..so its all mixed up in one feeling..so i burst..but being how i am..i do it alone..n i only do it in disguise of a sad scene of a movie, of a song, or wtv that is the least bit sad..mayb im scared..im afraid that i might get hurt, again? im allowed to be a lil paranoid ok, considering all that ive been thru..(need not be revealed)..ok, i really dunno..n i dunno what this post is about either..huhuhuh..or mayb..im just tired of taking care of others? ok, seriously, i dont know..